Friday, 5 October 2007

My Adorable Kevin

Even words are not adequate to divulge how much I have missed you...

Even calls are never be sufficient to unleash my love on you...

And all of my misses have been turned into one decent dream as you run after me to hug me while screaming.."Uncle, where have you been....I have been missing you"...

And I was crying in my dream, seeing your face, feeling your kiss on my cheeks and I know how much we have been missing each other since we last met in Jakarta when you went undergo for some therapies to cure your autism...

Even now, when jotting down these words, a stunning smile of you remains painted in this mind and a list of sweet thoughts being with you is now back to this mind.

Kevin, whatever happened in this life, nothing would change you in the eye of me, ..you are still my best looking nephew, and you are still my inspirational nephew...and I would always miss your passionate hug and agressive kiss on my cheeks each time we meet

I luv you Kevin...so much!

My Love For Bali

My love for Bali has never been unrivalled

A simple break in Lovina has found me a rich vein of bliss which increases hopes I could have grabbed an extra energy for welcoming another challenge of life both in commercial and personal section

Two days of playing with colorful fishes, spoiling my all-time-love of the water with snorkeling, then tempting my night with pints of lager has been too sweet to forget

Yet, I remember one peaceful morning waking up to the sound of breaking sound of wave, as my room is just inches away from the beach line

But I am in full enjoyment when knowing a breaking sound of wave wont hurt me either

Now I am back to the path of loving this life more but I am surely thinking of going back to Bali on this coming Christmas as one long time friend from Lombok will be there

Perhaps, another long night will be exposed again

Above all, I luv Bali, and always will

Hugging

Never had an idea that a hug could release me from all nervous feelings

But this little gal came to me, expressing her thankfulness as a loving rabbit's gift was delivered to her, holding and hugging me in warmth that washed away any worrisome of nervousness in my heart

This is the second time in my life after a first warm hug from my niece Prisca back in 1997, this little gal - we called her little princess- was nothing but impressed a whole scene of my deep emotion with a warm hug that night

But it was not the end

Before saying good bye, she came after me once more, giving a real token that she wanted to hug me once again before leaving me as clock was ticking to 9.30PM....

I was ended up speechless, hugging her back was what I did.... and it was so sweet and so warm


Don't you know that a hug is like a medicine?

Hugging is perfect medicine, it's rejuvenating, it's reinvigotaring

Hugging is a loved sign of a loved loving life

Thursday, 4 October 2007

Add Years To Your Bliss

Add years of happiness into your life by choosing being someone you want to be with...

Add your life into years of happiness by choosing something you love to do according to your heart...

Add amount of bliss into your days by giving your heart a chance to be happier...

Add more spicy moments into your loving life by loving someone unconditionally...

And add an everlasting joy into your chapter of life by thanking each and every given day by our Dear Lord...

Missing You Much

I am so rare telling you how much you have been missed

Since I met you on last July when my eldest sister had her birthday, a feeling of being even closer to you has been hanging on my mind, and knowing you keeps worrying about me is also another ingredient to make me miss you even more

Your always tasty home-cook is always lovely

Your always caring heart to always remind to go to the church is always memorable

Your wishful wish to see me landing with a loving gal is always there for good

And I can't tell you how much I have been missing you since then

I want you to know no matter hardship I have been through in this life, you are always the source of my movitation and the key factor of my bliss

Missing you much, Mom!

Loving Quotes

"Once you have loved, you will always love....
For what's in your mind may escape, but what's in your heart will remain forever"

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"Never love a love that hurts and never hurt the love that loves"

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"It breaks your heart to see someone you love is happy with someone else ....but it is more painful to know that someone you love is unhappy with you"

Don't Ever Save Anything ...

"Don't ever save anything for a special occasion, and every day you're alive is a special occasion."

I remembered those words through one admired person when attending the funeral of my grandma a year ago. I thought about it on the plane returning to Jakarta from Surabaya where my loving grandma lives her remaining days

I thought about all the things that she had been through and painful days when she was lying paralyzed in the hospital. I thought about all nicest things that she had done to me without realizing that they were special

I'm still thinking about these words, and they've changed my life

Now, I'm trying very hard not to put off, hold back, or save anything that would add laughter and luster to my lives. And every morning when I open my eyes, I tell myself that it is special

Every day, every minute, every breath truly is a gift from God

So, if you love someone then show it your passionate love, speak your lovely feeling and express your alluring emotion

Saying “I love you” to someone we love is not a sin

Do it in such a way like, when you dance, you’ve got to dance like nobody's watching…

Do it like when you sing, you’ve got to sing like nobody’s listening…

And do it like when you love, you’ve got to love like it's never going to hurt....