love letter (7 january 2009)

my only beloved,

never go unnoticed in my life if dating a gal like you will drive me crazy, but you did it with panache, taking me out from an ordinary world then putting me in a world called "loving world" where all emerged to be extra ordinary by all means

the day we got together when new year eve was filled up with fireworks;
the moment when walking thru apartment's podium when new year was closest in heart; the evening when admiration of love was poured joyfully in the world, i know i'll fall into your arms of love sooner rather than later

when 2009 was finally turning up, i was nothing but a chap with ton of joys when knowing we passed this 2008 together and welcomed 2009 together, and together, i believe we'll sail this world of joy

in this 2009, i know my time is now entirely up to you
i've never so wanted to be with someone to start this complete life until i met you
i've failed not to fall into you until i know i can't run away from you
and i confessed that you tied me up with your love in my heart and soul

and now i wish nothing but a time to be with you
and now i think nothing but a moment to love you more
and now i long for nothing but many moments to be your man in this life

others might say this is unreal but i want to love you till sun don't shine, till words don't rhyme, if possible, till heaven burts and i see my foreseeable future will be ended up with you

i love every naturality you've brought into my life
i love every smartness you've impressed me whenever we're trapped in chatting
i love every independence you've shown me since your early years
i love every sensitivity you've displayed over months when we seeing each other
i love evey casual confession, ordinary gestures and loving moments
and i love it all

i know that you love bali but what i don't know is that you love bali more than i do as you want to work in bali in later part of your life, something i wish to do when life stamping me in upcoming years

but now i shall win your heart for good

and this is what i could promise you...
a day when sunset is set in perfect scenery...
over one fancy cliff near uluwatu, in a place called bali where heaven was recently found...
i'd promise in front of our Dear Lord to love you till death do us apart

i promise you this...
and i'll promise to stand by you in ups and downs, thru thicks and thins over the hills and valleys to be with you all of my life

i promise to love you for eternity


with all the love in the world,
kevin anthony