Me & Giving

Suddenly I know I must write again and I don’t have to like what I have to write

All I do know I must write what I’m feeling now as load of thoughts have been stamping upon my mind in the past two days, something which is unusual to feel but usual to beat and I’m now taking this chance

I might have been overjoyed with what this life has treated me in some extents, and my belief in giving instead of taking seems to be behind every move that I lately make, despite increased alertness has also been followed with whether my giving is the right giving or not

I must write what I believe about “pay it forward” despite I have not watched this movie
I must write “pay it forward” because I think it is like contagious disease which is good
I must write it, right now, as I know it is something worthwhile for fighting for
I must write to tell you I want to do something more for this decent world

So now I’m writing…

A few days ago, I was faced with slightly delicate situation where I was asked to favor things I’m tempted to do which is to help someone in thorny situation where a fast help is the only choice

I was torn into two as another alert from this bottom heart was in question, but I was just too blind to say “yes” because I know it was something I shall do instinctively when things get harsh when I know I shall lend a helping hand

When I agreed to favor, a series of thankfulness was flown, but all I had in mind was a sentence of “pay it forward”, and it was just spoken out in blink of an eye which was funny to read but then it was enjoyable to feel in later hours… I said…”

“don’t thank me, but thanks to our Dear God, because He makes this meeting possible, and He was given me a chance to show you to do another PAY IT FORWARD to someone else, somewhere in the future, whenever someone comes and asks help from you”

I don’t know the impact of my sentence, but all I know the lad was sitting in front of me was close to tears, and he is a mature guy, older than me, better than me, smarter than me and more experience than me…

I was thrilled for some seconds and I have nothing to say in later minutes…
I was drown into unknowingness of my sentence but gladness of telling was just overwhelmed…

Then I believe I might have done something minor to this world by doing something good forward which we all do have rights to do, but few might be interested to do, but then I promise to do this as partly of my commitment to do more “giving and giving”

I was still in the state of shock to know this chap was still sticking to my words, and finally when he left he promised to do the same to others who might come later to ask for another favor

Suddenly, ton of blissfulness comes into feeling and it was just enormous to handle this blessing, but I know it was all just a decent beginning

All I learn when giving is a habit, taking would mean less as giving gives more joys than what taking could give…

Try to keep giving as He’ll do the taking

I love giving, and I want to meet the love of my life, Ms. Giving shortly…