i'll take you there...

when i'm thinking of stand still, you come and offer two steps forward, a kind of drive that boosts every best need in my deep heart, and i don't know why your arrival has always been punctual

when i'm wordless with moment of confusion, you unveil new words of love then show what the true love is without asking me whether to love you back is a must, instead you offer me a choice to be free like a bird

when i'm trapped of mixed feelings of being human, you step in and lead me to one corner of life, showing me a series of wonderful things, sharing me load of wondrous moments that later i know they are magical by any standard

and then i'm lost in thanking you in the end...
and i know you my guardian angel sent by our Dear Lord only for me...

if i can be honest...
sometimes i wish i were your hope when doubt arrives
sometimes i wish i were your tears under the pouring rain
sometimes i wish i were your channel into blissfulness
sometimes and many times...

if time still remains, if clock still ticks then i know my time will arrive to take you back home, a place where sun shines all the year without being disrupted by immortal disease of living (this is what you've been wanting)...

i know you need a peaceful place to live your remaining future, a kind of place where your dream to be gardener might be visualized in real terms, as you keep mentioning this wish over and over again (this is what you've been wishing for)...

and i promise you to take you there, a home of peacefulness, a kind of place where your heart belongs forever

i'll take you there...

...moments and suddenly...

sometimes i love being unknown...
sometimes i just love being unnoticed...
sometimes i just think and love being no one...
sometimes i just wish, hope and love being someone that falls into ordinary...
sometimes i just miss the moment of being nothing with myself...

the moment when i feel nothing is the joyful moment when i start thanking for everything i've been blessed, a healthy breath and a happy life which is precious by any means

the moment when i stop thinking is the enticing moment when i feel abundant, fulfilled with present life for which many have said i've been blessed more than others, and still, the blessing continues pouring

the moment when i look outside is the cracking moment when i feel full inside when my hunger of loving my loved ones is suddenly driving me like no endless road for which my scale of loving is suddenly inflating to the unthinkable level with which i have no control

suddenly i'm only dealing with moments....
suddenly i'm seeing myself into moments....
suddenly i'm with ms. giving heart that melts me to the ground...

suddenly i see bright future in my hands...