Football is like a drug that keeps you addicted, and to a certain extent, football could make your life miserable as football is cruel at the end
(this is a combined statement by Jose Mourinho and Sir Alex Ferguson)
Wednesday 29 October 2008
quote of today
"I've always made a total effort, even when the odds seemed entirely against me"
"I never quit trying; I never felt that I didn't have a chance to win"
"I never quit trying; I never felt that I didn't have a chance to win"
one wednesday with love
i don't know how to start this writing since load of mixed thoughts to start with but then i'm even wondering how to end since i'm full of ideas of making enticing endings
so how do i start it?
let me start with one decent sentence..."cold outside, warm inside"...
i don't know if the sentence really describes the description of today, but all i know this wednesday was kicked off with load of cloudy smells, a sort of cold morning feeling as rain was pouring at dawn, and sunshine seems to have vanished
now when 'cold outside and warm inside" was exposed, a thought of stunning memory of seeing falling snow -back to old days in brighton england- took much of my smiles when holding a cup of hot tea while sitting in my room and watching falling snows that never lasted
for hours, i were there in silence as words were wordless to describe the beauty of falling snows, and loveliness of winter could bring, as tough, led this enticing life into a sphere of speechlessness as my life was wrapped in total joy of the winter
for hours, i was sitting all by myself, letting myself lost in all sweet imagination about cracking sunlight that would appear later, or letting my imagination to take me to a perfect place where sweetness of playing and walking under falling snow was now obvious to savor
for a while, then many whiles, i was silenced by continued falling snows before i finally walked out of the door to walk under falling snows, trying to catch as much as falling snows to write the word of love on the street, then catching my imagination to see shiny hairs when falling snow hit our hairs
to tell you the vibes were amazing and it was such a mesmerizing moment to watch
then you might know why i called "cold outside, warm inside" as i continued feeling warm inside of my heart because all sweetness of winter gave me pool of decent memories of falling snow (now you know why i luv using the word of "fall" too)
but today is here and all we have is here and now, and for this reason i must severe a thought of falling snow as sunny wednesday seems to arrive shortly in style as cloudy day seems to have appeared
i wish a truly sunny day would lead my day into contention, because in truth, i'm scheduled to see my old friend later this evening in plaza semanggi, and this old friend is partly of my circle that i wish to keep for last
before i go, i wish you know why...
i luv using the words of grow and fall, or cold and warm
i luv choosing conflicting words to make it sweeter in sound
have a splendid wednesday everyone...
so how do i start it?
let me start with one decent sentence..."cold outside, warm inside"...
i don't know if the sentence really describes the description of today, but all i know this wednesday was kicked off with load of cloudy smells, a sort of cold morning feeling as rain was pouring at dawn, and sunshine seems to have vanished
now when 'cold outside and warm inside" was exposed, a thought of stunning memory of seeing falling snow -back to old days in brighton england- took much of my smiles when holding a cup of hot tea while sitting in my room and watching falling snows that never lasted
for hours, i were there in silence as words were wordless to describe the beauty of falling snows, and loveliness of winter could bring, as tough, led this enticing life into a sphere of speechlessness as my life was wrapped in total joy of the winter
for hours, i was sitting all by myself, letting myself lost in all sweet imagination about cracking sunlight that would appear later, or letting my imagination to take me to a perfect place where sweetness of playing and walking under falling snow was now obvious to savor
for a while, then many whiles, i was silenced by continued falling snows before i finally walked out of the door to walk under falling snows, trying to catch as much as falling snows to write the word of love on the street, then catching my imagination to see shiny hairs when falling snow hit our hairs
to tell you the vibes were amazing and it was such a mesmerizing moment to watch
then you might know why i called "cold outside, warm inside" as i continued feeling warm inside of my heart because all sweetness of winter gave me pool of decent memories of falling snow (now you know why i luv using the word of "fall" too)
but today is here and all we have is here and now, and for this reason i must severe a thought of falling snow as sunny wednesday seems to arrive shortly in style as cloudy day seems to have appeared
i wish a truly sunny day would lead my day into contention, because in truth, i'm scheduled to see my old friend later this evening in plaza semanggi, and this old friend is partly of my circle that i wish to keep for last
before i go, i wish you know why...
i luv using the words of grow and fall, or cold and warm
i luv choosing conflicting words to make it sweeter in sound
have a splendid wednesday everyone...
Sunday 26 October 2008
our love to this world
our love to this world is forever
our love to this life is for good
our love to loved ones is for eternity
no matter what life might have treated you, please shun bitterness and love this life with sincerity because life has all meanings when we love our life passionately
no matter what life might have taken you, please believe sun will shine tomorrow because life has all best meanings when we accept and forgive our life truthfully
no matter what life might have taken and treated you, please give way to love (and only love) because life has got all the meanings when love is the ground of your everythings
(love you more on this peaceful sunday)
our love to this life is for good
our love to loved ones is for eternity
no matter what life might have treated you, please shun bitterness and love this life with sincerity because life has all meanings when we love our life passionately
no matter what life might have taken you, please believe sun will shine tomorrow because life has all best meanings when we accept and forgive our life truthfully
no matter what life might have taken and treated you, please give way to love (and only love) because life has got all the meanings when love is the ground of your everythings
(love you more on this peaceful sunday)
sweetness of childhood
after watching this movie last night i hold a series of wishes to write but one and foremost, i wish i were given a talent to write as i want to write my childhood dream, a memory of mine before leaving kaimana, and this memory was shared with my dear friends iskandar bwefar and hasan kamakula
if i could go back let me start it in my words...
that day was the final day of my staying in kaimana, a time to move had just arrived as we all received our certificates two days ago that confirmed our passing of elementary school of santa marthinus
that night three of us were sitting by the side of toko anggrek theo, treasuring a moment of life-remembrance with a plate of kue pia and 3 bottles of home-made syrup with simple-but-sad talks about separation that was coming now to capture us
that gathering marked my last day in kaimana and i knew i had a ton of agony of leaving my dear friends and i don't know when will we meet up again, and if we meet, i'm unsure where and when can we meet as life seemed to have led us in different spell as surabaya was my only destination that year
that night we were laughing for the last time when each of us was committed to always write one another thru letter, something that i respected much as i am still in touch with iskandar until the moment when jotting down this writting
that night we told each other of our dreams, a dream to be a pilot (my love of blue sky), a dream to be a police (hasan's dream of being stern), a dream to be a medical assistant (iskandar's family heritage) and a dream to be a better person in later life when later life catches up with panache
that night i could feel the teary eyes of my friends when hugging me, wishing me well and always good, holding my hands tight for the last time, hoping me the best for my future study and beautiful life in surabaya
that night we were so sad saying good bye to each other, a moment i always remember when tears running down our faces but then i know why i've loathed separation most since that night
but our loving remembrance keeps us together till now, the genuine love of childhood stays up top amongst all other things and laskar pelangi brings back all sweetness of childhood in very special way
when ending this movie, i started singing and memorising every lyrics of laskar pelangi and i found completely in www.youtube.com for which this made me stay up till 03.00AM as i kept singing and singing with joy
then dream is alive, dream of going home to meet up my dear childhood dream is alive
this dream makes me feel more fulfilled for treasuring perfect childhood
this dream is back now and i'll fly home one fine day to meet up with iskandar, mawan, yehadi, yosias, taher and naftalis
this dream is fully alive and reachable by any means
if i go back i'll ask all of them for paying respect to our dear friend hasan kamakaula who has left us two years back for good and he is now peacefully in heaven
for him, we'll raise our cup of tea to remember him
for him, we'll head down for a while to remember his kindness
for him -hasan-, we've carved a very special place in all of our heart to remember him forever
(i know i'll be home; i know i'll bring load of joys back to this life than ever)
happy peaceful sunday
if i could go back let me start it in my words...
that day was the final day of my staying in kaimana, a time to move had just arrived as we all received our certificates two days ago that confirmed our passing of elementary school of santa marthinus
that night three of us were sitting by the side of toko anggrek theo, treasuring a moment of life-remembrance with a plate of kue pia and 3 bottles of home-made syrup with simple-but-sad talks about separation that was coming now to capture us
that gathering marked my last day in kaimana and i knew i had a ton of agony of leaving my dear friends and i don't know when will we meet up again, and if we meet, i'm unsure where and when can we meet as life seemed to have led us in different spell as surabaya was my only destination that year
that night we were laughing for the last time when each of us was committed to always write one another thru letter, something that i respected much as i am still in touch with iskandar until the moment when jotting down this writting
that night we told each other of our dreams, a dream to be a pilot (my love of blue sky), a dream to be a police (hasan's dream of being stern), a dream to be a medical assistant (iskandar's family heritage) and a dream to be a better person in later life when later life catches up with panache
that night i could feel the teary eyes of my friends when hugging me, wishing me well and always good, holding my hands tight for the last time, hoping me the best for my future study and beautiful life in surabaya
that night we were so sad saying good bye to each other, a moment i always remember when tears running down our faces but then i know why i've loathed separation most since that night
but our loving remembrance keeps us together till now, the genuine love of childhood stays up top amongst all other things and laskar pelangi brings back all sweetness of childhood in very special way
when ending this movie, i started singing and memorising every lyrics of laskar pelangi and i found completely in www.youtube.com for which this made me stay up till 03.00AM as i kept singing and singing with joy
then dream is alive, dream of going home to meet up my dear childhood dream is alive
this dream makes me feel more fulfilled for treasuring perfect childhood
this dream is back now and i'll fly home one fine day to meet up with iskandar, mawan, yehadi, yosias, taher and naftalis
this dream is fully alive and reachable by any means
if i go back i'll ask all of them for paying respect to our dear friend hasan kamakaula who has left us two years back for good and he is now peacefully in heaven
for him, we'll raise our cup of tea to remember him
for him, we'll head down for a while to remember his kindness
for him -hasan-, we've carved a very special place in all of our heart to remember him forever
(i know i'll be home; i know i'll bring load of joys back to this life than ever)
happy peaceful sunday
my childhood (thanks to laskar pelangi)
menarilah dan terus tertawa...
walau dunia tak seindah surga...
bersyukurlah pada Yang Kuasa...
cinta kita di dunia...
selamanya...
be frank with all of you, since last night i've been trying to waive every remembrance to these lyrics after watching the movie of "laskar pelangi" but i failed at the end
i don't know, but i am honest with you that i'm thinking a whole load of my decent childhood now and this movie has helped to reflect those cracking moments with best pals in very loving, genuine and simple way
in what this world could offer, my childhood is full of sweet remembrances
i luv the moment of walking home from school with Iskandar and Hasan
i luv the moment of singing with them, singing songs of the old the mercy's
i luv the moment of running under pouring rain when thunder never worries us
i luv the moment of childhood that ever exists
childhood is plenty of terrific memories
genuinity, simplicity and loyality were established in those days and my childhood found perfection in friendship i created with iskandar, mawan and hasan with which until today we are still in touch
all i know our Dear Lord has always got a perfect way for us, allowing us valuing every moment we've passed in this life, allowing us remembering magical moment about childhood related to natures such as rain and rainbow
i'm speechless when knowing the other lyrics "cinta kepada hidup... memberikan senyuman abadi... walau hidup kadang tak adil" because i know since childhood i've been trying to live this life with love, love and love
then i could recall one best moment of my life when walking back home under pouring rain with best pals, singing some old songs of the mercy's, singing outloud like there is no tomorrow, singing to the world as tough the joy of this world was purely only for us
and when we reached home, my loving mother prepared us cups of hot teas and fried bananas plus steamed potatoes and all of us rushed to dinner table and perhaps that was another moment in life that made me love my mother most
my childhood is a perfect remembrance and till know this memory remains
as i looked back to those days i've travelled, suddenly i know my childhood was so sweet, memorable as well as enjoyable by any measurable comparisons in this world and days we spent, months we passed by and years we created were full of love and joy
those days were the best days of our life
and only our Dear Lord knows how terrific those loving days to our life now
looking back, two years ago we've lost hasan as our Dear Lord has called him back earlier and we knew he is now in heaven with Him
sometimes or many times, i wish to go back to play every possible memory with a circle of decent friends who still exist, with iskandar, mawan, yehadi, taher, yosias and naftalis
some times or many times, i wish to walk again thru old streets i walked when going to my elementary school santu marthinus kaimana with good friends while trying to picture every left memories of "alang-alang", or "bunga matahari", or "familiar faces who used to greet us in the morning hours when passing their house before schooling got us"
sometimes or many times, i wish to meet up with close friends, gathering for a cup of coffee and a plate of fried bananas in the late afternoon to enjoy stunning sunset of my home town, sharing old stories of childhood with laughter and joy
sometimes and many times, i wish i were given these moments to go back again to my joyful childhood where love was indescribably sweet; where i was able to gather again with my best pals
till now when i'm writing this writing i can't hide my sweet memories of running and playing under pouring rain and this is why i want to go back and experience with my loved one on one fine day either in ubud or kuta bali
those days there was no bitterness of life, only sweetness of living, joy of the days and bliss of tomorrows as we lived those days without burden as joy of playing soccer washed away any worries
i know by now this writing is for my dear friend "hasan kamakaula"
i know by now i was loving every moment with him but our Dear Lord called him earlier to do other jobs in heaven, something we'd do in later stage of our lives when our time is locked
and all i know serenity of life started in early years, and my stunning childhood made it all
happy peaceful sunday everyone
walau dunia tak seindah surga...
bersyukurlah pada Yang Kuasa...
cinta kita di dunia...
selamanya...
be frank with all of you, since last night i've been trying to waive every remembrance to these lyrics after watching the movie of "laskar pelangi" but i failed at the end
i don't know, but i am honest with you that i'm thinking a whole load of my decent childhood now and this movie has helped to reflect those cracking moments with best pals in very loving, genuine and simple way
in what this world could offer, my childhood is full of sweet remembrances
i luv the moment of walking home from school with Iskandar and Hasan
i luv the moment of singing with them, singing songs of the old the mercy's
i luv the moment of running under pouring rain when thunder never worries us
i luv the moment of childhood that ever exists
childhood is plenty of terrific memories
genuinity, simplicity and loyality were established in those days and my childhood found perfection in friendship i created with iskandar, mawan and hasan with which until today we are still in touch
all i know our Dear Lord has always got a perfect way for us, allowing us valuing every moment we've passed in this life, allowing us remembering magical moment about childhood related to natures such as rain and rainbow
i'm speechless when knowing the other lyrics "cinta kepada hidup... memberikan senyuman abadi... walau hidup kadang tak adil" because i know since childhood i've been trying to live this life with love, love and love
then i could recall one best moment of my life when walking back home under pouring rain with best pals, singing some old songs of the mercy's, singing outloud like there is no tomorrow, singing to the world as tough the joy of this world was purely only for us
and when we reached home, my loving mother prepared us cups of hot teas and fried bananas plus steamed potatoes and all of us rushed to dinner table and perhaps that was another moment in life that made me love my mother most
my childhood is a perfect remembrance and till know this memory remains
as i looked back to those days i've travelled, suddenly i know my childhood was so sweet, memorable as well as enjoyable by any measurable comparisons in this world and days we spent, months we passed by and years we created were full of love and joy
those days were the best days of our life
and only our Dear Lord knows how terrific those loving days to our life now
looking back, two years ago we've lost hasan as our Dear Lord has called him back earlier and we knew he is now in heaven with Him
sometimes or many times, i wish to go back to play every possible memory with a circle of decent friends who still exist, with iskandar, mawan, yehadi, taher, yosias and naftalis
some times or many times, i wish to walk again thru old streets i walked when going to my elementary school santu marthinus kaimana with good friends while trying to picture every left memories of "alang-alang", or "bunga matahari", or "familiar faces who used to greet us in the morning hours when passing their house before schooling got us"
sometimes or many times, i wish to meet up with close friends, gathering for a cup of coffee and a plate of fried bananas in the late afternoon to enjoy stunning sunset of my home town, sharing old stories of childhood with laughter and joy
sometimes and many times, i wish i were given these moments to go back again to my joyful childhood where love was indescribably sweet; where i was able to gather again with my best pals
till now when i'm writing this writing i can't hide my sweet memories of running and playing under pouring rain and this is why i want to go back and experience with my loved one on one fine day either in ubud or kuta bali
those days there was no bitterness of life, only sweetness of living, joy of the days and bliss of tomorrows as we lived those days without burden as joy of playing soccer washed away any worries
i know by now this writing is for my dear friend "hasan kamakaula"
i know by now i was loving every moment with him but our Dear Lord called him earlier to do other jobs in heaven, something we'd do in later stage of our lives when our time is locked
and all i know serenity of life started in early years, and my stunning childhood made it all
happy peaceful sunday everyone
Friday 24 October 2008
ben is my smart nephew
i can't hide my admiration when taking him for a while to exercise my sheer english
what impresses me is, with his 10 yoa, he could answer almost 85% of my questions correctly and he even amazes me with some decent answers that only smart people could deliver (not in his ages)
and how come he does it in such a young age?
i don't know but i confessed already to him that he is one of my smartest nephews!
and i'm devoting his loving picture in this blogger
what impresses me is, with his 10 yoa, he could answer almost 85% of my questions correctly and he even amazes me with some decent answers that only smart people could deliver (not in his ages)
and how come he does it in such a young age?
i don't know but i confessed already to him that he is one of my smartest nephews!
and i'm devoting his loving picture in this blogger
value of family
i smell a series of true joys whenever i'm amidst of my family
screaming of aldo puts smile on my face when he runs to me, asking to allow him taking pictures from my digital camera, negotiating to continue picturing some decent members of families especially his favorable cousin ben
smiling of ben leads me to another sphere of bliss especially when talking about narcis quaresmo, a gal of his classmate for which ben has been in the collide of love and hate recently
with both of them a string of decency of living seems to last forever because all of good laughter, smiles, joys and good times we've shared and i shall regret the moment of arriving late in surabaya
with ben, aldo finds ton of bliss
with aldo, ben finds a shell of peace
with ben and aldo, i find genuine joy
suddenly i find again the value of family, reaffirming the value of life that stands above anything else
i luv the moment of being with nephews and i fancy the occasion of loving my big families as i always put my family first after our Dear Lord and i wish to keep this priority last for many decades to come
my family is where i want to go when all seems to be right
my family is the path i want to follow when all looks to be wrong
either i'm wrong or right, in my family i'll fully be accepted without any blame
that's why i keep coming home to my family
in my family, i feel home that never lasts, a home of peace, a house of joy
have a splendid weekend!
screaming of aldo puts smile on my face when he runs to me, asking to allow him taking pictures from my digital camera, negotiating to continue picturing some decent members of families especially his favorable cousin ben
smiling of ben leads me to another sphere of bliss especially when talking about narcis quaresmo, a gal of his classmate for which ben has been in the collide of love and hate recently
with both of them a string of decency of living seems to last forever because all of good laughter, smiles, joys and good times we've shared and i shall regret the moment of arriving late in surabaya
with ben, aldo finds ton of bliss
with aldo, ben finds a shell of peace
with ben and aldo, i find genuine joy
suddenly i find again the value of family, reaffirming the value of life that stands above anything else
i luv the moment of being with nephews and i fancy the occasion of loving my big families as i always put my family first after our Dear Lord and i wish to keep this priority last for many decades to come
my family is where i want to go when all seems to be right
my family is the path i want to follow when all looks to be wrong
either i'm wrong or right, in my family i'll fully be accepted without any blame
that's why i keep coming home to my family
in my family, i feel home that never lasts, a home of peace, a house of joy
have a splendid weekend!
Wednesday 22 October 2008
My Best Cousin
this trip to my second hometown -Surabaya- ain't so hard as no teary or weary feeling was prepared at the outset
but it was all so wrong...
when dropping a visit to my best cousin who was hospitalized due to over-depression reason, it was a teary moment as i saw him in powerless state of mind and i could not hold myself from not crying when offering him a hug
he was my best cousin and he is still my best cousin...
we shared so much in common, the love of soccer, the interest in travelling, the joy of having lager and the complacency of loving grandma much besides we both are the sport freak by all means
we could talk anything till dawn and always enjoy laughing so much when joking about ridiculous things we did in memorable childhood when grandma was our source of joy as she always spoilt two of us with ton of ice cream, decent food and nice outfit
we always remember unconditional love grandma had shared to us, remembering grandma always put us in teary eyes and making us fragile as we knew our love for grandma was unrivalled
i saw my best cousin crying like a kid when telling him that grandma already passed away 4 years ago in peace and he was not told the way it should have been told as he was under serious treatment when grandma died back in august 2004
i saw tears were running thru face of my best cousin and i cried too for that emotion, feeling a presence of grandma and knowing we'd go to her graveyard one day when my best cousin is back to norm
before leaving him, after visiting him 4 days in the trot, i promised a series of nice things namely, (1) visiting grandma's graveyear (2) visiting old friends: om alex, christine and patricia (3) going to ubud bali while bycicling and drinking lager and coffee there (4) meeting and calling our childhood friends like siu dilon etc
i promised him with my heart and i know i could do all with my wishful heart when time is right and when day is good for which we'd see a miracle would happen to my best nephew in month to come
i promised to be with him when he is exempted from this hospital and i'll bring a pair of nike boot and one nike jersey for him as he would wear those as he knows i'm a lover of nike and he is a lover of sport
i promised him a hope to get healthier
i promised him a series of good faith that our Dear Lord has healed him
i promised him a chance to be smiling and laughing again
i promised him a life of joy because he deserves it
i promised him a moment of faith in JC
till day arrives, i promised myself to be a best cousin for him
(our Dear Lord, please listen to my promises to my best cousin)
but it was all so wrong...
when dropping a visit to my best cousin who was hospitalized due to over-depression reason, it was a teary moment as i saw him in powerless state of mind and i could not hold myself from not crying when offering him a hug
he was my best cousin and he is still my best cousin...
we shared so much in common, the love of soccer, the interest in travelling, the joy of having lager and the complacency of loving grandma much besides we both are the sport freak by all means
we could talk anything till dawn and always enjoy laughing so much when joking about ridiculous things we did in memorable childhood when grandma was our source of joy as she always spoilt two of us with ton of ice cream, decent food and nice outfit
we always remember unconditional love grandma had shared to us, remembering grandma always put us in teary eyes and making us fragile as we knew our love for grandma was unrivalled
i saw my best cousin crying like a kid when telling him that grandma already passed away 4 years ago in peace and he was not told the way it should have been told as he was under serious treatment when grandma died back in august 2004
i saw tears were running thru face of my best cousin and i cried too for that emotion, feeling a presence of grandma and knowing we'd go to her graveyard one day when my best cousin is back to norm
before leaving him, after visiting him 4 days in the trot, i promised a series of nice things namely, (1) visiting grandma's graveyear (2) visiting old friends: om alex, christine and patricia (3) going to ubud bali while bycicling and drinking lager and coffee there (4) meeting and calling our childhood friends like siu dilon etc
i promised him with my heart and i know i could do all with my wishful heart when time is right and when day is good for which we'd see a miracle would happen to my best nephew in month to come
i promised to be with him when he is exempted from this hospital and i'll bring a pair of nike boot and one nike jersey for him as he would wear those as he knows i'm a lover of nike and he is a lover of sport
i promised him a hope to get healthier
i promised him a series of good faith that our Dear Lord has healed him
i promised him a chance to be smiling and laughing again
i promised him a life of joy because he deserves it
i promised him a moment of faith in JC
till day arrives, i promised myself to be a best cousin for him
(our Dear Lord, please listen to my promises to my best cousin)
Splendid Wednesday
A stunning day of yesterday paved the way to carry on joyful heart and in truth it was a series of decent texts and calls that made my life was so blissful in every term I could imagine
It was there, the joy of birthday that we all wish to happen
It was there, the moment of getting best wishes from all loved ones
It was there, the magic feeling that arrives on every birthday
Now another new day has just arrived but the feeling of joy remains
And I can't hide every thankfulness that my close circles and loved ones have brought in, with which, load of smiling faces, plenty of laughter and ton of decent chit-chat was the best part of yesterday
If asked what shall be the first thing I shall ask for this birthday?
Then my answer will be a string of happiness to all my loved ones, best friends and people I'm working with
For all who have loved me in this life I thanked you from the bottom of my heart
For all who I've loved in this life I wish to keep loving all of you in everyway of my life
All I know another year has captured me in contentment and I can't ask any better for what I've been blessed from the jobs I've been assigned to families and friends I've been poured
Love is all I have on these days...
Joy is another word that these days are giving...
Bliss is always the one that follows me wherever I go...
Splendid Wednesday everyone!
It was there, the joy of birthday that we all wish to happen
It was there, the moment of getting best wishes from all loved ones
It was there, the magic feeling that arrives on every birthday
Now another new day has just arrived but the feeling of joy remains
And I can't hide every thankfulness that my close circles and loved ones have brought in, with which, load of smiling faces, plenty of laughter and ton of decent chit-chat was the best part of yesterday
If asked what shall be the first thing I shall ask for this birthday?
Then my answer will be a string of happiness to all my loved ones, best friends and people I'm working with
For all who have loved me in this life I thanked you from the bottom of my heart
For all who I've loved in this life I wish to keep loving all of you in everyway of my life
All I know another year has captured me in contentment and I can't ask any better for what I've been blessed from the jobs I've been assigned to families and friends I've been poured
Love is all I have on these days...
Joy is another word that these days are giving...
Bliss is always the one that follows me wherever I go...
Splendid Wednesday everyone!
Tuesday 21 October 2008
A Day With Love & Bliss
today is simply a day with love and bliss
today remarks another day in this 2008 that means a whole load to my bliss
today i know i'm wiser as another year grabs me in panache
today people greet me with ton of best wishes
today i'm no one but a birthday boy
today i'm a happiest person
to be loved in this world is a gift
to be cared in this planet is a joy
to be loved and cared in this life is a miracle
and miracle is what i'm feeling now
now i know why our Dear Lord has loved me much
now i know why He loves me in an unique way
now i know why i'm still here with passion to love Him more
now i know why He keeps pouring me with giving heart
now i know why i luv Him more than anyone in this world
a day with love is a moment of bliss
and i was born to this world because of love
and i live this life because of bliss
and with my love of life, i'd go as far as i could to love you with bliss
love is all i do have by now
love is all i savor by now
love is all i need
love is life
and life is love
(load of thanks to all dear friends who have wished and greeted me so well)
today remarks another day in this 2008 that means a whole load to my bliss
today i know i'm wiser as another year grabs me in panache
today people greet me with ton of best wishes
today i'm no one but a birthday boy
today i'm a happiest person
to be loved in this world is a gift
to be cared in this planet is a joy
to be loved and cared in this life is a miracle
and miracle is what i'm feeling now
now i know why our Dear Lord has loved me much
now i know why He loves me in an unique way
now i know why i'm still here with passion to love Him more
now i know why He keeps pouring me with giving heart
now i know why i luv Him more than anyone in this world
a day with love is a moment of bliss
and i was born to this world because of love
and i live this life because of bliss
and with my love of life, i'd go as far as i could to love you with bliss
love is all i do have by now
love is all i savor by now
love is all i need
love is life
and life is love
(load of thanks to all dear friends who have wished and greeted me so well)
Some People
"Some people end their lives with deep satisfaction and with few regrets while others die with bitterness at the life they might have lived"
Is that true?
How many of us have seen this happened amongst our close circles, seeing those suffer with great pain while witnessing others running this life with full of joy?
Can we help those who suffer?
Yes, we can by telling them what brings happiness to their life
Why shall we do that?
Because happy people know what brings them happiness and consistently make those things a priority in life and this is the best way to learn from those happy people and live this life to the fullest
In this regards, now you could understand why I'm living now as if today's might be my last sunset, and by doing this, I found myself being more present to those around me
I luv being honest and sincere in giving and loving
I luv being open and blunt when loving and caring
I luv being myself when loving like there is no tomorrow
And that's how I live my life to the fullest
Splendid Tuesday everyone!
Is that true?
How many of us have seen this happened amongst our close circles, seeing those suffer with great pain while witnessing others running this life with full of joy?
Can we help those who suffer?
Yes, we can by telling them what brings happiness to their life
Why shall we do that?
Because happy people know what brings them happiness and consistently make those things a priority in life and this is the best way to learn from those happy people and live this life to the fullest
In this regards, now you could understand why I'm living now as if today's might be my last sunset, and by doing this, I found myself being more present to those around me
I luv being honest and sincere in giving and loving
I luv being open and blunt when loving and caring
I luv being myself when loving like there is no tomorrow
And that's how I live my life to the fullest
Splendid Tuesday everyone!
Wednesday 15 October 2008
Luv My Life
I have no intention of leaving you aside by erasing some decent memories we had in the past because what we had was stunning and it was a journey of my life and I luv my life so much
Some might argue it is a wrong decision but decent memories never wipe me out from stunning life, instead, they gave load of positive energies to make furtune of blissfulness and I'll be making no concessions when it comes to the blissfulness
"I'm in love with my life and I have no intention of leaving this blissful life I am living up now"
"This stunning life makes me so attached emotionally and my heart and soul are akin to living to the fullest"
"I'll not leave it by any means but to keep it intact by all means"
"I luv my life but more than that I luv you who loves me the way I am"
Some might argue it is a wrong decision but decent memories never wipe me out from stunning life, instead, they gave load of positive energies to make furtune of blissfulness and I'll be making no concessions when it comes to the blissfulness
"I'm in love with my life and I have no intention of leaving this blissful life I am living up now"
"This stunning life makes me so attached emotionally and my heart and soul are akin to living to the fullest"
"I'll not leave it by any means but to keep it intact by all means"
"I luv my life but more than that I luv you who loves me the way I am"
Tuesday 14 October 2008
Life is About Finding (By Vonny)
Aku pikir aku bisa
Aku pikir aku biasa
Menjalani hidup tanpamu
Kupejamkan mata
Melayangkan seuntai doa
Sejenak kutahan nafasku
Mengantar kepergianmu
Saat itu aku buta
Antara kurang cinta
Atau mulai hilang rasa
Aku tak tahu jawabannya
Menemukan diriku
Tetap tenang
Tanpa histeria
Melewati hari paling sedih
Yang saat itu menyapa
Akhirnya kutemukan mengapa
Kumampu redam perasaan lara
Membisu bak patung di tengah kota
Tak bergeming diusik
Kenangan lama yang manja
Melalui suatu pagi paling menyakitkan
Yang pernah ada
Kutemukan jawabannya
Selamat jalan mama
Ternyata aku sangat cinta
Ternyata aku tak bisa dan biasa…
Selamat jalan
Bahagialah disurga
(my sincere gratitude for Vonny who allows me posting this poem)
Aku pikir aku biasa
Menjalani hidup tanpamu
Kupejamkan mata
Melayangkan seuntai doa
Sejenak kutahan nafasku
Mengantar kepergianmu
Saat itu aku buta
Antara kurang cinta
Atau mulai hilang rasa
Aku tak tahu jawabannya
Menemukan diriku
Tetap tenang
Tanpa histeria
Melewati hari paling sedih
Yang saat itu menyapa
Akhirnya kutemukan mengapa
Kumampu redam perasaan lara
Membisu bak patung di tengah kota
Tak bergeming diusik
Kenangan lama yang manja
Melalui suatu pagi paling menyakitkan
Yang pernah ada
Kutemukan jawabannya
Selamat jalan mama
Ternyata aku sangat cinta
Ternyata aku tak bisa dan biasa…
Selamat jalan
Bahagialah disurga
(my sincere gratitude for Vonny who allows me posting this poem)
Monday 13 October 2008
Love Letter (Writen on Monday 13 Oct 08)
This is where all starts, a love of yours, a heart of mine, a world of us
I know love is always an unknown thing, as much as I don't know the reasons why I love you, why I've loved you, why I fell in love with you or why I'm so in love with you for many indescribable reasons
When your love walked in, my world was swirling and my joy was splashing
You could name it whatever you wanted to call it but I was so irational when being with you, as I do know, I'm a truly happier person when being with you either in Bali or Malacca, either in the movie or in the bistro, either in fancy restaurant or just a hawker
When your love arrived I was dying inside just to be with you
Then I know if days turned out to be sweeter, lights got brighter because of loving you and loving me like there is no other better things in this world
When whispering a dream of living in Bali, you just smiled while whispering back with one decent sentence "Would you still love me when I'm 60 if I say yes to live with you in Bali"?... You bet, I did say yes...
When unveiling a wish of retiring young to live this life to the fullest by doing more charity works and less business works, you stared into my eyes by questioning "Is it your wish of giving and giving that nurtures you to live this giving tenet"?... and I said yes...
When being with you one day, when sunset was in perfect spell, when Kuta was just made for you and me, you laid your head on my shoulder, smiled at the sunset and whispered to my right ear almost unheard by saying "Would you be committed to me, in front of our Dear Lord, just to love me in ups and downs, thicks and thinks, highs and lows, hills and valleys of this life, till death do us apart"?... and I was in teary eyes, full of joy then said yes...
MyLove,
I do hope you know that I love you for million reasons and I'll always be hopeful this given love would last for eternity as your love is the best nest of my life and the best shell of my heart
I wish I were a writer so I could write in precise words how much I do love you
I wish I were a dictionary so I could pick up the right meaning of words of expressing my truest love for you
But I'm limited with knowledge and bordered with words
But I'm unlimited and borderless in loving you in every single new days of my life
And the magic of your love continues as I always feel loved, worthy, useful, cared, respected and accepted whenever I'm being with you and that is the best description of the world of our love
Days might be gone as Tuesday would arrive tomorrow, but when a new dawn turns up I know my love will blossom in nicer way and I know you'll be there to love me more (as much as I love you)
Splendid Monday, my Love...
With all the love in the world,
Tony, Tony, Tony
I know love is always an unknown thing, as much as I don't know the reasons why I love you, why I've loved you, why I fell in love with you or why I'm so in love with you for many indescribable reasons
When your love walked in, my world was swirling and my joy was splashing
You could name it whatever you wanted to call it but I was so irational when being with you, as I do know, I'm a truly happier person when being with you either in Bali or Malacca, either in the movie or in the bistro, either in fancy restaurant or just a hawker
When your love arrived I was dying inside just to be with you
Then I know if days turned out to be sweeter, lights got brighter because of loving you and loving me like there is no other better things in this world
When whispering a dream of living in Bali, you just smiled while whispering back with one decent sentence "Would you still love me when I'm 60 if I say yes to live with you in Bali"?... You bet, I did say yes...
When unveiling a wish of retiring young to live this life to the fullest by doing more charity works and less business works, you stared into my eyes by questioning "Is it your wish of giving and giving that nurtures you to live this giving tenet"?... and I said yes...
When being with you one day, when sunset was in perfect spell, when Kuta was just made for you and me, you laid your head on my shoulder, smiled at the sunset and whispered to my right ear almost unheard by saying "Would you be committed to me, in front of our Dear Lord, just to love me in ups and downs, thicks and thinks, highs and lows, hills and valleys of this life, till death do us apart"?... and I was in teary eyes, full of joy then said yes...
MyLove,
I do hope you know that I love you for million reasons and I'll always be hopeful this given love would last for eternity as your love is the best nest of my life and the best shell of my heart
I wish I were a writer so I could write in precise words how much I do love you
I wish I were a dictionary so I could pick up the right meaning of words of expressing my truest love for you
But I'm limited with knowledge and bordered with words
But I'm unlimited and borderless in loving you in every single new days of my life
And the magic of your love continues as I always feel loved, worthy, useful, cared, respected and accepted whenever I'm being with you and that is the best description of the world of our love
Days might be gone as Tuesday would arrive tomorrow, but when a new dawn turns up I know my love will blossom in nicer way and I know you'll be there to love me more (as much as I love you)
Splendid Monday, my Love...
With all the love in the world,
Tony, Tony, Tony
Friendship Day
"True friendship comes when the silence between two people is comfortable"
And all friendships we've poured in the past 2 decades are simple, genuine, practical, honest and incomparable by any means and we've done it all without a
touch, without a word and even without a sign...
We have done it by being ourself, perhaps that is what being a true friend means after all, where giving and giving is what we've been doing to one another...
All true values glued to us now...
And we all know to always stay close to our friends and family, for what they have helped make us the person that we are today...
Happy Friendship Day, my Buddies....
And all friendships we've poured in the past 2 decades are simple, genuine, practical, honest and incomparable by any means and we've done it all without a
touch, without a word and even without a sign...
We have done it by being ourself, perhaps that is what being a true friend means after all, where giving and giving is what we've been doing to one another...
All true values glued to us now...
And we all know to always stay close to our friends and family, for what they have helped make us the person that we are today...
Happy Friendship Day, my Buddies....
Friend & Friendship
"A friend is one to whom one may pour out all the contents of one's heart, chaff and grain together, knowing that the gentlest of hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping and with a breath of kindness blow the rest away"
"Friendship is the only cement that will ever hold the world together"
"Friendship is the only cement that will ever hold the world together"
Why I Do Luv You
“I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you”
"I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making
of me"
"I love you because you have done more than any creed could have done to make me
good, and more than any fate could have done to make me happy"
"I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making
of me"
"I love you because you have done more than any creed could have done to make me
good, and more than any fate could have done to make me happy"
Friday 10 October 2008
If... If... If...
If every rose has its thorn, I know with all my heart the way I luv you would be questioned by many others since secrecy is the middle name of our passionate relationship
If every night has its dawn, I know this burning desire between us would be leading to an enticing honesty that would be the talk of many others since I luv you more than other gals I have been in luv before
If every song has its lyrics, I know the completeness of life would be realised when having you besides me, promising our togetherness in front of God, in Uluwatu when Sunset has its best view, one fine day in 2007
If every life has its choice, I have known in my heart of heart that you are my missing piece, my soul buddy, my soul mate and my eternity where infinity is blessed in an everlating loving relationship
If every love has its loved life, I would love you as much as I luv my life...
If every night has its dawn, I know this burning desire between us would be leading to an enticing honesty that would be the talk of many others since I luv you more than other gals I have been in luv before
If every song has its lyrics, I know the completeness of life would be realised when having you besides me, promising our togetherness in front of God, in Uluwatu when Sunset has its best view, one fine day in 2007
If every life has its choice, I have known in my heart of heart that you are my missing piece, my soul buddy, my soul mate and my eternity where infinity is blessed in an everlating loving relationship
If every love has its loved life, I would love you as much as I luv my life...
Kevin... My Thought Of You
Even words are not adequate to divulge how much I have missed you...
Even calls are never be sufficient to unleash my love on you...
And all of my misses have been turned into one decent dream as you run after me to hug me while screaming.."Uncle, where have you been....I have been missing you"...
And I was crying in my dream, seeing your face, feeling your kiss on my cheeks and I know how much we have been missing each other since we last met in Jakarta when you went undergo for some therapies to cure your autism...
Even now, when jotting down these words, a stunning smile of you remains painted in this mind and a list of sweet thoughts being with you is now back to this mind.
Kevin, whatever happened in this life, nothing would change you in the eye of me, ..you are still my best looking nephew, and you are still my inspirational nephew...and I would always miss your passionate hug and agressive kiss on my cheeks each time we meet
I luv you Kevin...so much!
Even calls are never be sufficient to unleash my love on you...
And all of my misses have been turned into one decent dream as you run after me to hug me while screaming.."Uncle, where have you been....I have been missing you"...
And I was crying in my dream, seeing your face, feeling your kiss on my cheeks and I know how much we have been missing each other since we last met in Jakarta when you went undergo for some therapies to cure your autism...
Even now, when jotting down these words, a stunning smile of you remains painted in this mind and a list of sweet thoughts being with you is now back to this mind.
Kevin, whatever happened in this life, nothing would change you in the eye of me, ..you are still my best looking nephew, and you are still my inspirational nephew...and I would always miss your passionate hug and agressive kiss on my cheeks each time we meet
I luv you Kevin...so much!
Don't Stop Believing
Each day offers a list of ups and downs...
Every time in this life you have a high of yesterday but a low of tomorrow ...
But high or low, ups or downs will make us a complete person...make us a stronger person..
When tomorrow seems like an uphill climb and when bitter pills shall be swallowed or when there is no a shoulder to lean on in this world, ...crying the tear is perhaps the only choice...
But at that sorrowing time, our faith is tested
At the time, misery and agony are running thru our throat, leaving us with a pool of tears, letting us feeling as the unlucky one in this whole world, the thruth is, the bliss and joy are around the corner...
So....
Keep believing in happiness than anguish
Keep trusting that a sunny morning will arrive than blemish afternoon
Keep striving to grab a larger joy than to hold a gloomy feeling
And don't stop believing no matter how painful the misery and agony are given because we are closer to happiness and we shall keep striving and never giving up hope to be happier..
It is our right to have an eternity of joyful life
Every time in this life you have a high of yesterday but a low of tomorrow ...
But high or low, ups or downs will make us a complete person...make us a stronger person..
When tomorrow seems like an uphill climb and when bitter pills shall be swallowed or when there is no a shoulder to lean on in this world, ...crying the tear is perhaps the only choice...
But at that sorrowing time, our faith is tested
At the time, misery and agony are running thru our throat, leaving us with a pool of tears, letting us feeling as the unlucky one in this whole world, the thruth is, the bliss and joy are around the corner...
So....
Keep believing in happiness than anguish
Keep trusting that a sunny morning will arrive than blemish afternoon
Keep striving to grab a larger joy than to hold a gloomy feeling
And don't stop believing no matter how painful the misery and agony are given because we are closer to happiness and we shall keep striving and never giving up hope to be happier..
It is our right to have an eternity of joyful life
Million of Best Wishes
People say that nothing lasts forever
At first I ain't believe but now I start believing that nothing lasts forever
All I know things would stay forever when you are committed to make it forever in your words and deeds where honesty and openness shall be the bases of this commitment
That's how I see and learn things in this life
Now I am looking back to the days when we were together; when green leaves quavered in the morning; when blinking lights of Benton Junction exposed in the evening; when this life had utmost joy to offer
I then realised how thankful I had been to have been trapped in contention where tenderness and loveliness of your love seemed too perfect to comment
I then realised why I felt so much adoration in you when you treated me in the best possible manner, swaying my jovial moment with kisses and smiles and savoring every moment of love with loving words
No matter where do we stand now, all those moments are truly memorable and matchless and they would stay forever in my heart for many many years to come
I still remember when we were lost in space of bliss
I still remember when we were fenched in the hand of rapture
I still remember when we were locked in the sphere of ecstasy
And I still remember each moment when we got together where kisses and touches are the middle name of us
And I still wish each nicest moment would last longer and sweeter but they were the past now as time had shifted us into different direction
I could only now wish the best of you in the future where I wish this life would treat you at the nicest possible way and I wish you every best luck in this world for the true love that you wish to find in someone
I love seeing you happy
I love seeing you flown in joy
I love seeing you washed away in elation
Doubtlessly, I wish you millions of best wishes...
At first I ain't believe but now I start believing that nothing lasts forever
All I know things would stay forever when you are committed to make it forever in your words and deeds where honesty and openness shall be the bases of this commitment
That's how I see and learn things in this life
Now I am looking back to the days when we were together; when green leaves quavered in the morning; when blinking lights of Benton Junction exposed in the evening; when this life had utmost joy to offer
I then realised how thankful I had been to have been trapped in contention where tenderness and loveliness of your love seemed too perfect to comment
I then realised why I felt so much adoration in you when you treated me in the best possible manner, swaying my jovial moment with kisses and smiles and savoring every moment of love with loving words
No matter where do we stand now, all those moments are truly memorable and matchless and they would stay forever in my heart for many many years to come
I still remember when we were lost in space of bliss
I still remember when we were fenched in the hand of rapture
I still remember when we were locked in the sphere of ecstasy
And I still remember each moment when we got together where kisses and touches are the middle name of us
And I still wish each nicest moment would last longer and sweeter but they were the past now as time had shifted us into different direction
I could only now wish the best of you in the future where I wish this life would treat you at the nicest possible way and I wish you every best luck in this world for the true love that you wish to find in someone
I love seeing you happy
I love seeing you flown in joy
I love seeing you washed away in elation
Doubtlessly, I wish you millions of best wishes...
Tuesday 7 October 2008
Live Today...
Do you know that...
Life is a gift we're given every day?
That's why we shall live our today to the fullest?
Do you know that...
Life is a gift we're given each day?
But we always dream about tomorrow?
And forget to live for today with gusto?
If you and I do know this...
Would you live today -like me- to the fullest with gusto?
(Don't you know that...)
(All we have is here and now?)
(And you are all that I need somehow?)
Life is a gift we're given every day?
That's why we shall live our today to the fullest?
Do you know that...
Life is a gift we're given each day?
But we always dream about tomorrow?
And forget to live for today with gusto?
If you and I do know this...
Would you live today -like me- to the fullest with gusto?
(Don't you know that...)
(All we have is here and now?)
(And you are all that I need somehow?)
Monday 6 October 2008
Love Letter (The Best Ever Written)
My Love,
If the most recent Friday night -3 October 2008- with you was the beginning of indescribable vibes of the future, then you left me who love you just the way you are with an indelible slow-motion memory of how special you were, and how lucky I was to have loved you and been loved by you
While you cited a couple times about loving me as I am, I was speechless in total joy that evening as countless of sweet thoughts of you would be written about that night that your honesty and openness had meant a whole world to this relationship, to this life, to this heart and to me
Who cares if later the night we kissed each other like there would be no tomorrow?
And on last Friday night when moonlight hit half perfection, you encapsulated an enticing love story into a single moment that defined exactly what you have been since you took my breath away 4 months ago in Blue Point, Bali –- a lovingly simple lover, a caring sweetheart, a hopelessly romantic gal
A gal of my dream!
How many times do I have to tell you that you are truly a gal that I have been waiting for to arrive in this life?
There was the time when we had dinner in Living Room, Seminyak Bali, when I stared into your bright eyes, telling you that I love you because you are someone, a gal with caring heart who happens to possess good sense of humor
There was the time when we were walking under the pouring rain in Kuta Bali, when I whispered into your ears before kissed you, revealing you that I love you because you are “Just You”, not a gal with a sexy look that might be so attractive by any means
There were lots of times that I told you that I have always wanted to love you with my own way, with my unique ways to make you feel sincerely loved by me, and I hope one fine day you would replay all sweet memories in your mind about “the way I love you”
With you all the moments seem to last shortly and that will always remind me why I fell in love, first with your smart honesty and caring attitude, then with you
At the end of the day, you are really the best thing that has ever happened to my life
I love you dearly and always will….
I miss you badly and always will…..
With all the love in the world,
Kevin... Kevin... Kevin...
If the most recent Friday night -3 October 2008- with you was the beginning of indescribable vibes of the future, then you left me who love you just the way you are with an indelible slow-motion memory of how special you were, and how lucky I was to have loved you and been loved by you
While you cited a couple times about loving me as I am, I was speechless in total joy that evening as countless of sweet thoughts of you would be written about that night that your honesty and openness had meant a whole world to this relationship, to this life, to this heart and to me
Who cares if later the night we kissed each other like there would be no tomorrow?
And on last Friday night when moonlight hit half perfection, you encapsulated an enticing love story into a single moment that defined exactly what you have been since you took my breath away 4 months ago in Blue Point, Bali –- a lovingly simple lover, a caring sweetheart, a hopelessly romantic gal
A gal of my dream!
How many times do I have to tell you that you are truly a gal that I have been waiting for to arrive in this life?
There was the time when we had dinner in Living Room, Seminyak Bali, when I stared into your bright eyes, telling you that I love you because you are someone, a gal with caring heart who happens to possess good sense of humor
There was the time when we were walking under the pouring rain in Kuta Bali, when I whispered into your ears before kissed you, revealing you that I love you because you are “Just You”, not a gal with a sexy look that might be so attractive by any means
There were lots of times that I told you that I have always wanted to love you with my own way, with my unique ways to make you feel sincerely loved by me, and I hope one fine day you would replay all sweet memories in your mind about “the way I love you”
With you all the moments seem to last shortly and that will always remind me why I fell in love, first with your smart honesty and caring attitude, then with you
At the end of the day, you are really the best thing that has ever happened to my life
I love you dearly and always will….
I miss you badly and always will…..
With all the love in the world,
Kevin... Kevin... Kevin...
Sunday 5 October 2008
I Miss You
I must tell you this...
I must tell you this as I can't hide anymore as patience is no longer in my list and adamant is no longer my wish because I badly need to see you in person
I must let you know this...
I must let you know this as I see you in my future, a friend who I could laugh with, a soul mate who I could end with, a partner I could lean on during ups and down, thru hills and valleys, thicks and thins
I must see you now...
I must see you now for one reason or many reasons as you are the light of my life, the candle of my night and the smile of my why and I know the blue sky is what we are willing to reach when Bali takes us one fine day
I really wanna see you now...
I hold myself from not missing you, but always ended up with missing you more when days are gone by
I keep myself from not falling into you, but always surrender with increased belief that you are my destination of life despite journey to have you now might be full of rocky roads and bumpy pitstops
I must tell you that I miss you...
I miss you more than you've ever known...
I miss you since we last met in the Coffee Corner...
I miss you when you left me in smile...
And I missed you much since that evening....
I must tell you this as I can't hide anymore as patience is no longer in my list and adamant is no longer my wish because I badly need to see you in person
I must let you know this...
I must let you know this as I see you in my future, a friend who I could laugh with, a soul mate who I could end with, a partner I could lean on during ups and down, thru hills and valleys, thicks and thins
I must see you now...
I must see you now for one reason or many reasons as you are the light of my life, the candle of my night and the smile of my why and I know the blue sky is what we are willing to reach when Bali takes us one fine day
I really wanna see you now...
I hold myself from not missing you, but always ended up with missing you more when days are gone by
I keep myself from not falling into you, but always surrender with increased belief that you are my destination of life despite journey to have you now might be full of rocky roads and bumpy pitstops
I must tell you that I miss you...
I miss you more than you've ever known...
I miss you since we last met in the Coffee Corner...
I miss you when you left me in smile...
And I missed you much since that evening....
Last Friday, 3 October 2008...
A time when clock was ticking harder, out of blue, one sweet email arrived just in time when I realised another weekend was back in panache again
That email was pertaining The Best Moments In Life...
One of twenty two Best Moments In Life is "Listening to a song that reminds you of an important person in your life", and I was suddenly swept away to a moment when a sweet song With Heaven On Our Side by Foreigner was played on LITE FM
This magic song led all my mind to someone I adored, an adorable gal who colored my life with trueness of love that never ends, a kind of love that stays for good in my life, and she has carved a very special place in my heart that only heaven could fix it
Despite reality leads us to different directions of life, our love for each other stands still till words don't rhyme
All of sudden, all this feeling was turned up in joy, swaying my emotion into rapture before dropping her a call telling that our song was in the radio and this was surely another best moment that always put me in total bliss
Song is a pool of lyrics who live with emotions
Song is a language of mystery that moves our world into fragility or eternity
Song is my world of speakings
With songs I could reveal my anguish
With songs I could tell the whole world if I'm in love with you
With songs I could sing my life away in tears, joys or smiles
With songs I could be innocent for all
A song for me is a box of your loving feeling
While lyrics make tones alive and voices make song complete and that's exactly I picture our love in the past which is incomparably sweet
But now, With Heaven On Our Side was no longer in tune as another song had taken the next list when rain started falling then you told me what we had was forever and it was just incomparable that only eternity could describe
Then I know tonight was going into another best evening because I had one best moment of life when listening to the radio the song that reminded me of you
Keep wishing you to be always good, hoping you to be somewhere out there in great shape and longing for one day love would bring you back to me for eternity
I love you and always will....
That email was pertaining The Best Moments In Life...
One of twenty two Best Moments In Life is "Listening to a song that reminds you of an important person in your life", and I was suddenly swept away to a moment when a sweet song With Heaven On Our Side by Foreigner was played on LITE FM
This magic song led all my mind to someone I adored, an adorable gal who colored my life with trueness of love that never ends, a kind of love that stays for good in my life, and she has carved a very special place in my heart that only heaven could fix it
Despite reality leads us to different directions of life, our love for each other stands still till words don't rhyme
All of sudden, all this feeling was turned up in joy, swaying my emotion into rapture before dropping her a call telling that our song was in the radio and this was surely another best moment that always put me in total bliss
Song is a pool of lyrics who live with emotions
Song is a language of mystery that moves our world into fragility or eternity
Song is my world of speakings
With songs I could reveal my anguish
With songs I could tell the whole world if I'm in love with you
With songs I could sing my life away in tears, joys or smiles
With songs I could be innocent for all
A song for me is a box of your loving feeling
While lyrics make tones alive and voices make song complete and that's exactly I picture our love in the past which is incomparably sweet
But now, With Heaven On Our Side was no longer in tune as another song had taken the next list when rain started falling then you told me what we had was forever and it was just incomparable that only eternity could describe
Then I know tonight was going into another best evening because I had one best moment of life when listening to the radio the song that reminded me of you
Keep wishing you to be always good, hoping you to be somewhere out there in great shape and longing for one day love would bring you back to me for eternity
I love you and always will....
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