my childhood (thanks to laskar pelangi)

menarilah dan terus tertawa...
walau dunia tak seindah surga...
bersyukurlah pada Yang Kuasa...
cinta kita di dunia...
selamanya...

be frank with all of you, since last night i've been trying to waive every remembrance to these lyrics after watching the movie of "laskar pelangi" but i failed at the end

i don't know, but i am honest with you that i'm thinking a whole load of my decent childhood now and this movie has helped to reflect those cracking moments with best pals in very loving, genuine and simple way

in what this world could offer, my childhood is full of sweet remembrances
i luv the moment of walking home from school with Iskandar and Hasan
i luv the moment of singing with them, singing songs of the old the mercy's
i luv the moment of running under pouring rain when thunder never worries us
i luv the moment of childhood that ever exists

childhood is plenty of terrific memories
genuinity, simplicity and loyality were established in those days and my childhood found perfection in friendship i created with iskandar, mawan and hasan with which until today we are still in touch

all i know our Dear Lord has always got a perfect way for us, allowing us valuing every moment we've passed in this life, allowing us remembering magical moment about childhood related to natures such as rain and rainbow

i'm speechless when knowing the other lyrics "cinta kepada hidup... memberikan senyuman abadi... walau hidup kadang tak adil" because i know since childhood i've been trying to live this life with love, love and love

then i could recall one best moment of my life when walking back home under pouring rain with best pals, singing some old songs of the mercy's, singing outloud like there is no tomorrow, singing to the world as tough the joy of this world was purely only for us

and when we reached home, my loving mother prepared us cups of hot teas and fried bananas plus steamed potatoes and all of us rushed to dinner table and perhaps that was another moment in life that made me love my mother most

my childhood is a perfect remembrance and till know this memory remains

as i looked back to those days i've travelled, suddenly i know my childhood was so sweet, memorable as well as enjoyable by any measurable comparisons in this world and days we spent, months we passed by and years we created were full of love and joy

those days were the best days of our life
and only our Dear Lord knows how terrific those loving days to our life now

looking back, two years ago we've lost hasan as our Dear Lord has called him back earlier and we knew he is now in heaven with Him

sometimes or many times, i wish to go back to play every possible memory with a circle of decent friends who still exist, with iskandar, mawan, yehadi, taher, yosias and naftalis

some times or many times, i wish to walk again thru old streets i walked when going to my elementary school santu marthinus kaimana with good friends while trying to picture every left memories of "alang-alang", or "bunga matahari", or "familiar faces who used to greet us in the morning hours when passing their house before schooling got us"

sometimes or many times, i wish to meet up with close friends, gathering for a cup of coffee and a plate of fried bananas in the late afternoon to enjoy stunning sunset of my home town, sharing old stories of childhood with laughter and joy

sometimes and many times, i wish i were given these moments to go back again to my joyful childhood where love was indescribably sweet; where i was able to gather again with my best pals

till now when i'm writing this writing i can't hide my sweet memories of running and playing under pouring rain and this is why i want to go back and experience with my loved one on one fine day either in ubud or kuta bali

those days there was no bitterness of life, only sweetness of living, joy of the days and bliss of tomorrows as we lived those days without burden as joy of playing soccer washed away any worries

i know by now this writing is for my dear friend "hasan kamakaula"
i know by now i was loving every moment with him but our Dear Lord called him earlier to do other jobs in heaven, something we'd do in later stage of our lives when our time is locked

and all i know serenity of life started in early years, and my stunning childhood made it all

happy peaceful sunday everyone